i took some mobile phone captions just because of its outer look. the moment i took them i did not realize that particular captions says and shows something different or important for me to think further and analyze them applying them appropriately or applicably.
Days and moments generally never the same everyday. it has the capacities changing or some captions teaches the importance of different or various eligibility levels of ones life in what level such things change ones life forever or to certain or some level.
take life changes for instance some changes are very sudden and some things i never have imagined before or thought that could easily happen to mankind.
as a kid some of the things that i experienced or faced were amazingly or surprisingly unbelievable and different to now. The realities or realizations or the levels of understanding as kids, youth, adults old or as very old or matured always different to each and every stage or era i mentioned or i came passing.
could you please allocate few minutes to read the following picture?
from the very first reading i realized that there is some patterns in the picture that is all i can say about the above picture that was about the first reading.
let me leisurly explain the things encounter after a different moment reading for that i have to keep my eyes awake my mind awake i know.
let me move on further forgetting this picture only for few minutes only until i finish writing the following . don't you think that there comes or face moments that one should forget or ignore things we see or listen and move ahead in life.
Burnings, failures, falling , departures, exists gaining s obtaining things, give away things forgetting things realizing things takes years or decades.
kids do not think that there is no forever things in life. i as a kid never thought the possibilities of cracking buildings earlier we did not have such chance even to realize about any crackings of buildings reason we had different walls as kids.
during my school days the walls of our house was different to the earliest or the previous ones - rented. i observed how crackings happen due to various reasons especially during my school days. some crackings were related to the component of our Family and the other things i observed from the walls of our house - Kandy.
every year end my father had to ask a mason to come and plaster the things cracks. there is one particular place of our house that happens or cracks generally. that was a never ending process plastering or applying cement from outside. we realized, during these plastering and applying this and that of things to cover the crackings all such exercises all these buildings and things of this world has the tendency of cracking i can say it is one word 'temporary'
the pictures are not the appearances of our houses in Kandy
these are the pictures of the floor outside to the Budu gedara at our home - Kandy
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once my father met a good mason compared to the ones who always come and do what he requested other than not suggesting what to do to stop such crackings or prevent from such situations though nothing is permanent. He explained few reasons possible for such crackings of a building.
i was listening to all those conversations uninvited or that was my nature that i listen to any conversations that generally happens between my father and others who ever comes to meet him i generally like sitting him beside or walking within our little houses premises behind him sometimes to each every places of the premises mostly i enjoyed siting on the arm of the chair that he sits to talk to others keeping one of my hands on his shoulders especially as kids. he never chased me away. the other elders always threatened me saying this and that ' kids generally do not listen to the conversations of the elders' or especially girls or daughters do not sit like that during a special conversation or when they discuss something important that only the adults are involved. but such things were nothing to my father he did not take such saying as serious talk or sayings ( what others say) that is the nature of my father. he did not care about such things there was one particular respond that he always used 'onna ohe hitapu den' that is what he says generally ' just let her be'
during such occasions i got the chances to win thanks to the immense such support he offered - full of hands. the hands were never empty before me there was always something in his hands for me.
there were moments of course that i could not play like the way i want then he becomes the worst or cruel never gave any chances for some things. i do not say that he was right all the time. there were moments of him taking or deciding not that good things for me somehow we manged to stay firm in the middle of all decisions and happenings of that era. After some of the good discussions he changed his mind on certain things of my life that saved nothing bad at all i realize now.
let me come to the realizations about crackings of buildings , different or various pardon me for taking your attention back and forth of my various realizations.
so the mason said that such things happen when ever the masons do not put the foundation the accurate way. it was a problem with the foundation. the issues were all related to right quantity and right quality factors. not only the mixtures of cement, pieces of stones sand water and kambi kuru ' something made of steal or iron (?) one need to get the analysis of the ground or the type of soil of the place where the building is planning to build.
water levels or the conditions of moisture of soil whether it is hard or solid or just wash away variety or type. all these things matters for a better foundation long lasting.
how can any mason change the foundation of a building that had already built. that is never possible. what a mason can do is to build a building - new with a better foundation.
the crack is still there who ever comes to my house can easily observe it. it is there in the front area of the wall.
i was really really upset about this crack earlier mainly because that particular crack gave an ugly look to the front area of the house. specially during school ( primary) days i wanted my friends to know i have a good house. i remember how some treated me because of the house we lived as very small kids. the friends of my same age have told me ' aiyoo oyalage gedara kedilane oyata thiyenne podi geyak ne ' oyala inne kuliyata ne ai oyalage gedara pol athu wahala ( you have a small house a broken one , why you have a cadjan roofed house' kids generally have such conversations. based on such conversation i write to my father asking and saying this and that. i wanted a better house. somehow they bought a house thanks to his job middle east.
i could not bear the crack of the wall of our house until i learned the differences of the things of the world, changes that could happen within the frame works of opposes and supporters and one of most important things that i leaned so far is
inevitability of life.
when i became a not a kid anymore after few eras of life spent or during my youth my thinking got a different shape and a size things that i admired or accepted my realizations or analysis became very different to the earliest stage of my life especially my thoughts and thinking
i realized the impermanence of things that exists in this world.
yet i am no saint or a Arhat
often i forget all these realities and realizations or analysis of my life learned or learning especially when ever something unbearable happens
there are moments that i do things as a fool,say things as an idiot then i do nothing but blame my self.
there were turning point of my life. some of those turning points were pointed towards 'right side or right direction' some things stayed in the middle, cornered or thrown away as dusts or as garbage.
still life is something 'everyone should learn to live with any or many obstacle what ever issue or barriers slips or falls take nights and days for an example. two different components two different features we do not see many things during nights but all most everything during day morning until the darkness captures our surroundings
the path is bending towards the 'right direction' can you observe it ?
the path is so relaxed among the little bushes of the tea
the picture is little unclear i agree that is because of nothing else but because of my amateurness of taking good pictures , clear picture of the things that i want to capture. inabilities of reading the lenses or the corners, the right frames of any captions
there were things that i really missed the chances offered or came my way to learn new things like 'how to paint life accurately outside to canvasses' how to choose right colours that matches my life interests . i do not understand whether such things i should take as losses ( Alabha) or as profits ( Labha) of my life or should i take such things as the things 'good that it happened that way'.
some things appeared from a different place or a unexpected moment that i never could imagine that it is a possible thing or such things can happen
there were moments that i realized that even on rough surfaces some good things can be happened or roughness is equal to bitterness or that roughness or bitterness may lead to anything in life is no matter. Yet such things often depends on situations or capacities, volumes of ones hearts and minds, life any surface can be smooth or adjustable to any situation
what can you say about the following picture
life often get the shape of little rocks or it gets the size of the same. the toughness, hardness the looks the colours teaches people different things, lessons. have a close look at it the plant was not given a huge place to reside it stays in a little corner can you observe it accurately. though that is the outer picture of the corners doesn't it look healthy and survived and cordially sharing the space. the above picture i took about year and a half ago number 10, Ekwatte, Nugegoda. i visited this i like so much place recently i noticed that there is a plant same variety ( Not the same obviously) a different plant of same kind. but i did not have much to read that plant properly i had to come because no one heard me going there.
the Murunga Tree have appeared again even after they decided to cutting it down. the new tree looked so fresh
that is how the things happen in this world. deaths births realizations understandings all things get different shapes and sizes at different stages of ones life i realized.
just look at the following picture the surface look of the ground the little grass, plant think of the surroundings to the plant. who is accompanying the plant is the surrounding look healthy? count the numbers of branches or the leaves think of the the total picture of the picture. is there something for all of us to read.
realizations , appreciations all these things adds some looks shapes or a pattern to ones life
hope i m not incorrect in analyzing the term 'realization'
