‘Old is gold’ who told I can’t remember. O – Obviously, L –
lovable – D – days ……. That is what I think that this word ‘old’ stands for.
Those were obviously the lovable days of my life.
‘The younger days are obviously the luckiest days of ones
life. When you become older your youth days become your old days. You are so fresh but you are not depressed
during those days. Old days are energetic and dynamic. ‘Youth’ is a mixer of
naughty and beauty.
No worries or less worries or you don’t care about your
worries. You get tired of nothing. Gold – glitter and glamour, obviously open,
love and lust, dear and direct. That is
how I like to see the meanings of this four letter word ‘gold’. The other four
letter words of ones life become so gold if you can add some golden colours to
your life.
Education, responsibilities, you like to learn the meanings of
all the possible words you hear. So love is a responsibility when you are in
love with someone. Agree or disagree? You don’t think that it is a
responsibility when you are too young to understand such things.
Old days were the days that you were surrounded with many, so
many friends. Relationships, leaderships
and those things becomes ‘core’ of your life. We try to find ‘life’ via those
things. And those are the ‘key words’ of ones life ‘or of the days of your old
days.
Sometimes things come ‘uninvited’ or ‘unexpected’ ways. You often struggle to convince others about the
things that you expect or respect and always expect others to say ‘Yes’ to
everything you say. It takes time for us to understand that it is good to say
‘No’ for some of the things that come our way ‘saying’ ….’Try this’ ‘use this’,
‘follow this’ ‘follow him’ ‘this is the best’ ‘believe this’ ‘this is
capitalism’ ‘that is radicalism’ etc….. etc.
Things generally change for better when you meet a good
teacher, good follower, good believer, a good competitor, a good explainer, etc
but things get balance only if you know to use your brain, heart and mind in a
well balanced way. All should come together and should work together, should go
together hand in hand. Therefore some get the chance to win their young days’.
I lived most of my
beautiful days in “Kandy’ I love Kandy and missed that beautiful and wonderful
city so much. ‘Kandy’ gave me so much though I could not hold all of them so
tightly. Sometimes I feel that you need to have thousands of hands to hold or
collate all what you get. Sometimes when you think of the things that you
really miss you can not even sleep peacefully I believe. I feel that all who love this city must be
thinking the way that I think ‘if you love Kandy should not leave Kandy and
should die in Kandy.
‘Rebellious’ - if you like something you want it. Sometimes you rebel for something so
different, for things that others don’t rebel for. Some rebel for a moment
where they can fight against ‘hunger’. You should rebel but only for the things
that you really want to achieve not for the things that you really do not necessary
in your life or for the things that ‘no worth’
You like to think positive.
Everything is possible. Nothing is impossible. That is how we like to
think. You think that you can win the
whole world. Some truly win the world, the world of their parents, the world of
their teachers, the hearts of their loved ones etc. when one fails others get
the chances to win. Reality.
you really do not understand the word 'insecurity' but your parents endlessly worry about your security.
You try to understand the ‘differences’ in a different way. Then
some say you are rebellious. Some say that you don’t know to rebel looking at
the people who rebel for their rights. Why
one should rebel and for what reason I sometimes do not understand. I did not
understand those things even in those days during my old days.
You are so sure about the strength of your own hands, about
the things that you can create, about the things that you can really hold. Also
we get the chances to learn about some other things like what ‘comfort’ or
discomfort our lives and in what way etc.
‘Impatient’ and ‘impossible’ ….. Some complain but you explain
then about your abilities and rarely about your inabilities. During these days some of us don’t think of
explaining or showing others the inabilities that we have. Some like to experiment life or innovate new
paths for life. Some like to follow the old foot paths that their parents already
followed without trying to look for a new path to walk. Well I still walk in the path that I really
love to walk a little that is my foot path I do not even need any shoes or
boots I can walk barefoot in this preferred path of mine.
‘Adorable days’……. ‘Memorable days’ …… old days are such days
……
Sometimes you start fine in your carrier paths and you always
like to end everything try protecting all your positions. Paths are for people.
No path is a path if you see no people move here and there. Some enjoy walking
along these paths, alone or along with others. Sometimes it is good to walk
alone but sometimes it is good to walk with others.
During My old days I walked alone and with some others. Some
were so dear and near. Some were so dear
but were not near. Some were so near but were not dear. It is not easy to find
both near and dear at the same time.
Every day is a good day but I can not forget my old days and I
am not that old to forget those days of my life that brought me so much of
experiences ….. Good or bad an experience is an experience. I personally don’t
like ‘Gold‘ and ‘Glitter’ but I like to use that word ‘gold’ in a very
respectful way to tell you how much I like my old days …… Yes to tell you
frankly I am not that young to remember all the golden moments and the things
of my past but I am happy with what I can memorize now thinking of my past……
Have a wonderful day!
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