covid lockdowns raises depression and stress

i am a victim of 24x7 brain, mind and body torture, since more than 2yrs the news is no new to my readers. at the begining there were no strict lockdown therefore i managed to travel to my siblings places. it helped me change of mood and living plans. but now i feel like i am imprisoned dual ways; house imprisonment and mind arrest. since three months i have been visiting a psychologists of teaching hospital kandy. though the medication help me a lot 24x7 oppressors still leading and managing my life. now i rarely touch my computér to write. the desaster is that no new ideas coming into my mind. it is like a dried well now. i fèel very sad, honestly. finally i found a topic today the relationship between covid and depression and ghost body mind and brain controllers. and i live expecting some miracles to be happned. i live waiting a good morning that i dont hear the voices of oppressors. pardon me for grammer errors.