Am I a slave? …………………

This is not a Slaves’ Island

This is an Island where there is no slavery exists.

Therefore I am not a slave

What a good thing for a human, ‘for a woman’

Can I smile because I am not a slave?

Can I breathe happily because I do not live in 1795 in CURACAO but in 2014 in Sri Lanka?

Should I be unhappy because I did not support Tula in their revolution?

Didn’t I get angry for slapping TULA for fighting against slavery?

Let me suspect my identity?

Does it mean ‘I am an arrogant woman’ OR an ‘inhuman’

OR ELSE

Does it mean ‘I am a human’ with ‘flesh and blood’ not ‘Iron and mettle?’

Perhaps I am not

The woman who loves peace and harmony can not get angry of anything,

With any human that exists or sustain in this world

Why should I get angry with the people who slap or hit people?

Does it hurt my cheeks?

Does it say ‘people should feel people’, ‘human should feel human’?

Am I a slave?

Did I say that ‘I am not a slave?’

Yes, I did

Then what is this question is all about ‘Am I a Slave’?

YES I AM

BECAUSE ………………

I am a slave of fear

I am a slave of ignorance,

I am a (very often) slave of anger

I am a slave of doubt?

I am a slave of ‘self’

What are these?

How Sigmund did analyze these things?

Why ‘there are no analyses other than ‘psychological’?

Are these, facets of human minds?

Why, all these damn harmful?

Why am I trying to stagnate?

Writing essays, does it mean ‘I am moving ahead’?

Look what I just wrote?

Didn’t I say ‘I am a slave of doubt’?

I doubt my positions and situations,

Status of Mind

Have I changed from ‘freedom to slavery’ of ‘self’?
Not yet
Not fully
what do i have to do,  
to change, totally,from slavery to freedom of self  

NO! it is not easy

Not until I understand ‘liberty of mind’, 
fully, totally 

I am a slave, Since when?
The answer is, the era 'unknown',
unidentified
should i exit as a slave?
Until 'i am no more'

if not until when?

Until I realize, understand, totally, ‘Liberty of Mind’,

Miracles of HAPPINESS,

SPIRIT OF TRAVELLING

SPIRIT OF MY INNER STRENGTH

YET ........

YES!

i can breath happily because i live in 2014, in Sri Lanka

Thankfully