I often feel that human life is a something that a person
borrow from the pair of combination; ‘earth and universe’, after a death of a
person it reuniting with its original position, where it came from that is
after burying the death body
What is impossible is to steal a sole until it gets a size or
a shape of another human being, until it mark its (sole) rebirth as indicated
in the certificate of birth
I am not sure whether the others would agree with me, with such
my opinions
Stealing; who is capable of stealing a life from a person, except
the murderers? I guess those are none other than ‘silliness’, ‘carelessness’,
‘stupidness’. All the negativities that I have mentioned and have not mentioned
here are murderers and are stealers of lives and such equal to poison or are
poisonous that kills the human minds, entire spirit of a human life
People born and die it is a cycle that happens until the sole
reach ‘nirvana’ in its Buddhist philosophical identification of life.
Some give birth to human while some others are dying. I do not
know whether this happens because living is a matter of finding space, or in
order to give others a space to live
For some living is easier than dying for some others it is the
opposite, depending on many reasons such as lack of interest towards ‘living’,
lack of material needs, lack of space, perhaps lack of confidence , including
I do not believe in outside parties analyze life of another,
other or issues of others
People weigh and measure things according to their own
understanding and from the knowledge they gather from certain parties. A matter
become a small or a big depending on many reasons I often like to believe that
‘outsiders or others leads turn a small matter in to a big matter because of
the inputs they add
Size of a matter or a size of wound outsiders never can
measure accurately. I never can say ‘Hey you are worrying about a small
problem’ ‘I think you are worrying about a silly thing’ I do not have right to
say so.
Reason is obvious and apparent. ‘It is how you feel about something
related to your life’, it is about how close it is to your personal life’, ‘it
is about how you measure something’ ‘it is about what impact such has towards
your life dealings’ life patterns, living, mental situations
Therefore I believe when who ever trying to give advice or
trying to lend help ‘they have to be careful’. I guess it is intelligent to
avoid measuring size of matters
Postponing ‘life’ no individual can do because life is something
unpredictable and not permanent it is subject to decay but what is intelligent
is to not to postpone your important life dealings. I wrote this to show my
level of agreeness to the beautiful voice girl of the FM channel that I
listened to during my today’s reach to office
Life is a battle between dying and living.
I believing a life after death that is not exactly because I
am a Buddhist because of some thoughts often entangle in amazing, human minds.
I have heard some say
‘I feel like I have been
here before’ ‘I feel like I have met you before’ but I am not sure where and at
what place’
The tales and stories about previous soles of people, the
faiths and beliefs of people related to such, philosophy behind living and
dying, about all these things, people have been researching endlessly even
before the Euphrates - Tigris, the Babylon civilizations were found or
buried. While or during Adam and Eva were trying to discover this universe,
even before the globe was trying to division the globe in to many categories
such as equals, similarities and positions and oppositions , negatives and positives,
class or caste, as Jews or as communists , Marxists
This universe is full of knowledge. Carrying a knowledge full
of book is very much easier carrying a luggage full stuffs necessary or do not
necessary ( materially)
I came to Colombo by a Train after the New Year Vacation. I
noticed all the shelves were full of luggage, various sizes including ours. It
was no easy for me and my sister to carry the bags that were in the hands of
ours, they were too heavy to carry
Carrying too many things while or during any journey is no
intelligent or intelligence such delay your journey or slower your journey to
your preferred destination because of the heaviness of the things you carry
Carrying burdens, carrying worries, carrying sorrows, carrying
confusions, carrying negativities would certainly slower your journey. I guess
if you carry a bit of happiness such would provide strength and would fuel your
journey and add easiness to your journeys
I guess happiness should not be borrowed you need to be a
permanent owner of such property. You need to have an untrasnferable deed in
the name of happiness
I am not stupid to write happiness is something can not be
stolen. Therefore people have to careful about the stealers of happiness
A moment is enough to fade away your happiness a moment is
enough to bring a handful of happiness. I do not think that I am good in
analyzing such things in a proper way yet I guess I am not bad in understanding
such things
I am not anti – optimistic
I often like to analyze things according to my levels of
understanding
I do not really like the direct meanings of these terms; dying
and living in its literal sense. I often
like to read the indirect meanings of some terms, the meanings that are hidden
behind the direct faces of the terms.
It is not easy to be someone else, read others accurately
because human minds are so wavy it is really difficult to hold it in a
particular position for so long, it moves back and forth, shakes and shivers,
circling around, dive deep and lying beneath, lining and embroidering, all
these are facets of incredible human minds, actions and reactions of human
minds at certain points or moments or positions of human mind
But some do it so cleverly. That is what you called talented
acting. Jagath Chamila as Sam in Sam’s story (Directed by Priyankara
Vittanachchi ) Penelope Cruse as Gemma in twice born, the Child actress Sophie
Nelisse, and Emilie Watson of the Book Thief (these are few examples from my
recent watch list)
I do not want to be Emile Bronte or Charles Dickens, Yamuna
malini Perera, Anula De Silva or Sumithra Rahubadda ( authors and poets) though
I have my own desires in the fields that I like to embrace and rather it is
easy to be ‘myself’. And there is no need at all to be someone else.
Filling an empty page is not exactly fulfilling a human mind,
filling with something lacking, that is something similar to releasing or
bailing out ‘self’ to the outer world. Fulfilling
a human mind with what it expects is not always what is required logically.
Human minds often shows fuzzy sides of its. It not only bothers others in some
of the occasions it brings many other things in its ‘optimistic’ facet. Filling
an empty page is not something that you are doing against your interests just
because others expect something from you keeping an empty page before you
When you gain something your heart naturally fills with
happiness when ever your heart fills with empty or useless thoughts it gets the
side and size of the sorrow
Giving and taking is an inevitable facet of human dealings
attached to human lives
People often struggle between ‘giving and taking’, borrowing
and stealing. Do people have the total sense towards ‘giving and receiving’? Do
people expect the same from once something is given to somebody or to a person
in its exact volume and capacity? What do people understand and why some do not
understand certain or specific things or some things? I guess life is something
like a questionnaire. You have various questions in your mind that expect
answers or needs clarifications or clearance. It is same with each and every
person that exists in this human globe.
Do people understand the difference between borrowing and
stealing, in its exact meaning? What is borrowing? ‘If you borrow something you
can not keep it with you, you need to return it once the chore is done or the
service is full-filled. Stealing is not borrowing but once the stealer is
caught with what is stolen the goods have to be returned to its owner. Books can
not be stolen, not the contents though it is just a physical thing that one can
steal not its deepest contents
Within borrowings, there are due dates written or stamped. The
issuing party or lending party normally expect the borrower to return what so ever
borrowed or before the due date and if you are unable to return not on or
before but later, ‘fines’ tagged and are filed in your personal files
Were there any other thieves other than the book thief and the
fair thief like Uthuwan Kande Saradiel?
Often essaying brings troubles to my brain lanes though it
mostly balances my thoughts and brain cells. Often it carries away simplicities from my life keeping the complexities.
Is life a something that people struggle to understand
complexities and simplicities or is it something that people like to obtain
complexities as much as possible or obtain simplicities to some extent
Life is a questionnaire I often feel. Humans do not easily agreeing
to the realities of life ‘temporalities and loses of life. humans do not like to lose things not even the
things that they write on a piece of paper or on a blank page, written stuff due
to electronic or electric power failures
Such reminds you things ‘save what you own’ ‘save what you
have’ live with a conscious mind during what so ever task do not forget the
must do or important things that you still have to be completed. Learning is in
its other meaning equal to gaining hope I am not incorrect.
This electronic world taught me that lesson as well
Take care all of you
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