Yesterday (10/12/2012) was a very hectic day
except the latter part of late evening.
Some days are like that. Some days are different. ‘Feeling good -days’ ‘did
something useful -days’, ‘read something good -days’, ‘watched and listened to
something good – days one can name the days that they spent like that. Some
days spent belongs to the categories in between above mentioned. Some days are like ‘talked a lot but others
don’t ;like to listen days’ – it is not just that they don’t like to listen
sometimes if one speaks of the things that are irrelevant to them or that they
are not interested in knowing they don’t listen and they show their disinterests.
In ‘My
- some days’ I start writing something and then do not complete it reasons varied
depending on the nature of the days spend/spent i.e ‘ due to lack of data’,
lack of appropriate word’ (technical and other wise subject related etc) also when the mood suddenly connects with some other topics I hear or
watch, I start feeling – flawless or disturbed then I stop writing.
This is one of them – this essay. If you just notice the way I have
began to write this note you’ll sense what I mean.
Why
some days become hectic or tiresome
Why
some don’t understand that it is so easy to spoil things than supporting to
maintain calmness and quietness of ones surroundings he/she lives. Tidy
fullness is important for all health situations – ‘for healthiest, ‘healthy’, ‘not
that much healthy’, ‘trying to maintain the healthiness’ so it is important for
all such groups in summary ‘good, better, bad or worst etc.
It is
so important and you feel happy when you get support of the others to maintain such
things including ones ‘inner peace,’ Within a room you rent, within the house
you live, within the work premises you work, within the society, community.
Even
if one lives alone things can not be done single handed or difficult.
Even if you live alone you are not
disconnected with the outer world it is just physically you live alone but your
mind has wings and legs this mind has the amazing abilities to walk through the
whole –universe and fly over to all the existing things below to their
territories of – flying’.
This
mind – so amazing does not need any VISA and NO migration or immigrations rules
valid for this creative – creation ‘mind’ to wander along the ‘any territories
of this universe ’so during this walking and flying over to everything, the
‘clock of well working’ get the chance to realize things even better,
understands, absorb, digest things better compared to its past. Then you think
more rationally and philosophically, logically, than before the things you
share with others, the content of your talking, the pattern of the things that
you are sharing with others, the things like to focus, topics of different interests,
- your whole thinking process change
accordingly. And you tend to think more ‘human
way’ because you see more things when you move around with more people ‘within different
segments or spheres, layers or in different levels’
When you analyze the days spent you can compare the things learnt with the
situation of your mind at that each particular moments of learning. These things
not easy to categorize may be it is easy for a person who knows the subject
well – people who are very good in analyzing this component called ‘mind’’. Even
your analysis depends on the ‘how ones within looked like at each moment of things
analyzing’ may be at the end of each day’. After the analysis of your days one
can come to little conclusions as to how your days spent ‘the shapes and sizes
of the days spent etc. may be you can
put them in to following categories such as ‘calm – quite’ ‘confused’,
‘scrambled’ + you can have your own categorizing personalized to you.
When you realize that the very important
person called ‘SUPPORT’ is no longer lives near you or near ones vicinity then
ones within becomes weaker, hectic, spoiled, confused, arrogant, untidy, no
neat etc.
How
important is this role or person called ‘support’? You get various chances to
analyze, when you no longer get any support for the work you do at home or
outside you learn to do things alone ,and again when you get some support you
can compare these situations and weigh how important really is this concept.
And during all the balancing life eras you will feel little calmer compared to
before, non arrogant, unspoiled, clean, neat, quite etc.
How one can ‘play the role of supporter’ is
sometimes differs to few other things existing. Sometimes it is easy to understand’
though it looks so complex. If one can just support to maintain what is
remaining or existing what is there already, that it self is a big support than
any other support. If you encounter that your surrounding shows ‘calmness or
quietness, cleanliness, mopped, neatened, swept, no –dust, washed dishes, no
garbage all over surrounding ‘you feel stunned’, happy’ ‘when others see such
surrounding ( most of the times) others may feel like ‘should not spoil the
existing situations’
When you
try to apply things we know practically than theorizing them always things become
different. One can not expect to achieve
one hundred percent of what we expect to maintain though it is not a impossible
because of the life style of our own, the people we deal with generally, the
mind situations of people that we are dealing with, their understandings, their
readiness to support, volume of support like to deliver, due such situations
things may get distracted plus also because of the business or complexities of
the fellow members that we deal with, of the lives around us including ones own
patterns of living, how better face the days spends. etc
And in
general laws of the ‘days and its patterns yesterday is no longer before you
when the ‘today’ arrives and stays near you. And this Today again become ‘no
valid when the handsome tomorrow comes and sits close to your mind or touch the
deepest territory of your heart. When positive
feelings entangles ones inner mind and stays throughout the day and even after
life become ‘no hectic’ ‘spoiled’ etc. We
are HUMAN they are so greedy of such attainments or achievements.
This
is a very teen morning. Rays of teen sun flooded all over the premises of mine.
Certainly this is a healthy morning like a teen and youngness I can feel near
me. I spent about couples hours yesterday’s –
young night listening and watching ‘six different ‘forever’ young voices and
young ideas I think then ‘nights’ never become old or older it
generally stays ‘young’in ones heart and mind . This youngness of night brings so much young
ideas in to your ‘can’t hide the age’ eras. This is how some maintains their
youngness always I like to think that way in this teen morning.
so I
like to add something else also to this I like youngness of night concept if
any one wants to feel the youngness of this concept ‘night’ one needs to
maintain conscious fullness of mind. One should not let any other things enters
any liquidized ways or as any other ways. avoid liquidizing your thoughts in a
unhealthy way may be warm milk way or lemony juicy way, fruity juicy way is the
healthiest way to maintain this youngness always, youngness of life.
‘Smoke’
ways never considered as healthy ways to chose to walk along. This spoils your
eye sites bring tears in to your eyes. you feel difficult to walk with open
eyes you feel like closing them to avoid ‘smoke’ – think of the smoke you experience
while you drive or walk – evenings, staying away the four wheel for few days, few
evenings and as I mentioned earlier for this your ‘evening walk you must choose
a non smoky way’ it is no difficult for you to find a little lane that you find
no heavy vehicles go passing you, speed maintains up to an expected level,, you
feel ‘no wheels fly’ like near or distance vicinity Try feel the goodness
and youngness of night that way and then add the flavours you like most in life
‘add poetry’ and pen them on a piece of paper’.
How about
a pot of tea plus some good healthy cookies
Agree
guys?
10/12/2012
So my yesterday Night – became even more
younger because as I told you earlier I spent some time with few young strong ‘youngsters’
‘ this I can call a healthy ‘gathering I became a member of this gathering and
stayed through out their way of spending moments useful way . – and this
healthy – gathering was organized by the organizing committee of DORAMANDALAWA.
And invitees were so peacefully dressed in ‘maturity’ and ‘calmness’ they
talked no nonsense. They sang few good songs one might think is not good for an
evening – gathering or get together/s ‘partying moments’ amazing believe me all
the songs that they sang were so matched with the gathering – young night,
healthy.
They
SUPORTED me yesterday to maintain the youngness of the night the tables I found
no surrounded with any liquidized bottling sealed with ‘unhealthiness’. This gathering was held in the hall called
‘NO SMOKE TERRITORY’ I felt so COMFORTABLE AND EASY TO BREATH. What more or
else you need in life ‘comfortable- fullness’ and easiness to breath in
thoughts and actions.
Then
one does not have to welcome any ‘syrups cough’s or that well marketable
thrilled vitamins.
The
eldest of that ‘young in thoughts actions and reactions’ was ‘Mastro Amaradewa’
– this is no exaggeration I feel like writing that way. And I really mean it
and all others were belongs to same ‘peer- near’ friends category I mean in
comparsion to the knowledge they may belong to different age categories I don’t
know because ‘all the voices were so young’ – how can one say about ones age listening
to ones voice, silly not possible.
Professor Sunil Ariyaratne so fond of reading
‘lihini poth’ even now, I thought, the lady who lives next to ‘Bodhiye Viharaya’ ‘ the person who
sometimes lives memorizing ‘ obe suwanda pirunu punchi kaamare’ – Professor Sanath
Nandasiri, and the always young and like ‘muthukuda ihala MAL WARUSAWE’ –
Rohana weerasinghe
Some
just tried to come and say ‘hello’ on their way to heading towards ‘home’ the
hello voices of them ( some) familiar and felt no strange added goodness and
richness to the their gathering. He gathering became ‘complete’.
This
gathering of music took away the horrified calamities from my tired day spent
felt calm and relaxed afterwards.
Adavan wu denethin galana meth mudithaa karuna dhaara
thema thema ada galaa galaa yana low thuru budu mahime mahamewna uyane samadi
budu pilime
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