Sunday, December 7, 2014
The Fetus stages of ones life
Some think, if you are creating something that should be something similar of what others have done earlier or if not at least you must try to use the frame work of what so ever creation give it a similar look. Or else that should be something imported from some other culture or a tradition of literature. But that is not the idea of everyone of this country. Most prefer something fresh not a photo copy of something that they have already seen before. I am wondering whether that is a behavior of a fetusly thinking or attitude of some.
“Appppppe you should have watch how Brad pit act in the Counselor ( unable to watch, due to a technical error of my computer, I like to guess) not like Mahendra Perera in ‘Mille Soya’ (a movie created by Boody Keertisena) in search of Mille)”
This is just an example I took just to enhance what I am trying to say and to cover-up my inabilities in explaining things or something in a more advance way or proper way. Otherwise all know that, the two examples given above discuss different subject matters and was produced in a two different countries, even if you think of the locations.
I am a fetus in seeing things clearly when it comes to analyzing movies yet I have a memory of a neonate when it comes to memorizing some of the movies of the global cinema.
Please note that you cannot talk about global cinema without taking about Sri Lankan Cinema.
The ‘globe’ consists of each and every country, society including the country once named as Serendib, Ceylon.
Neonates are not always pardonable for what they think consider as right or accurate for something inaccurate or wrong. Or what they do other than the mistakes they do with regard to using the knowledge of this world appropriately or properly, Grammar errors for instance (I always like to forget that there are plenty of opportunities for anyone to learn English or any other subject they like, coz I am little lazy to learn things giving it a formal mood) is it something to do with any psycho- social conditions of a human mind or cynic something as some always defying things suing this term, I have read before in most the occasions. I am not aware of most the psychological considerations or matters, thankfully.
I am an immature fetus needs nourishments when it comes to analyzing not only physics but also biologies, zoologies, and believe me even criminologies of this globe we live. for an adult talking or analyzing such things are no big deal.
If you think that one should be stunned in every bit of incidents, facts of history of this globe, then I am malnourished fetus that needs loads of nutrient facts perhaps some Zink or Iron tablets. I must intake them in right doses, including some ‘calcium to maintain my bones and Skelton of knowledge, back bones properly,specially, I guess. What else is worth without a strong back bone? When it comes owning a strong back bone it is sometimes nothing to do with what you eat or what you drink it is about how you inhale or exhale the things of this globe, inevitable. For a fetus there is nothing to think not like for a grown up man. To live without any dementia or without any back bone ailments what we need to do sometimes is ‘inhale some good facts’
When it comes to global politics, or global history, I like to know the exact reasons or hidden reasons from the very original sources not from actually any secondary sources, but we all know that it is something impossible because of various reasons. for examples, people who have directly involved in the matters sometimes are no more to inquire things the way you want. For example I have read about Berlin wall, I have read the reasons to build such a wall and reasons that lead German People to break it. Building something is not easy yet destroying is like you break a glass dropping it on the floor, it is that easy. Don’t always think of buildings when you get chances to use this word in other clarifications other than building a building using bricks or cement, materials.
‘Peace building’: this was a very commonly used word in last few decades other than in the colonial periods. I guess people of this country didn’t hear this word like we heard in the recent past. Independence , rebels, agreements , betrayers , these things no strange to the people of this country now and then. I believe it is just the shape or the era which is different if you compare the ‘inner aims’ you don’t see much difference.
This fetus like to know what she misses day today with regard to everything, every happening, in order to become little taller, in order to increase the size of the brain a bit more than its current size, in more pounds or in kilo grams. That is how a fetus become a neonate gradually or become statistically accurate, right?
I sometimes wonder, whether some of us like immature fetus when it comes to our abilities in questioning things accurately.
Last few days, I spent some of my spare time to read good books one of them is ‘ Parasathuro’ (the Enemies) written by award winning author Mr. Jayasena Jayakodi, so after reading the book this fetus all of a sudden became a neonate in her thinking. That helped me to formalize my blood flowing mechanisms, honestly a motivation factor. You know sometimes we need bit of blood of motivation to become little fatter in our thinking. To move out of the lean stage of thinking to move forward towards a fatter stage of analyzing things with regard to our lives.
Then the other book I read (completed today) is ‘Amma’, The Mother, written by popular artist, author, lyrists, movie producer, all above a popular teacher of the country Mr. Upul Shantha sanasgala. That gave me bit of flesh and blood to think beyond the mists or colours of outside surfaces of the society we live, specifically with regard to social, political, and cultural situations of a particular era, area of this society we live.
From both books collated words, enhanced my vocabulary.
Believe me this fetus sometimes very idiotically criticize others shutting the door of our wash room, later become ‘helpless’ and struggling each time to move out of the mood of shame.
No actually it not criticizing I guess I often blame others for something that I don’t understand properly, I believe. This immature fetus always forget that I am dealing with not iron or mettle but with human creatures. Yet that is not something I write to say that some of the things of this world is easily justify sticking or putting it in to a frame work of ‘immaturity’, frame work of thinking of a fetus.
I believe that memory is not a topic that one can talk with regard to a fetus. Yet, there are things that some brains of this world should try to remember, at least it is highly essential for grown up bodies, bodies without brains or bodies without hearts and minds to think and remember, anything that has a shape of importance, for a country, for ones family, for ones associations
I believe most of the children of this country or even the big ones; I guess cannot exactly memorize the importance of the day ‘25th January’, if I don’t specifically mention give any clues of the year of this specific 25th January.
I remember once I received an E mail from one of my friends (near and dear) ‘asking me, the same question’. I remember the reply I sent. Not like in 1815’s, about four years back, there were good percentage of people who used e mail facilities as their mode of communications, to share information, knowledge though the rate is higher now compared to past.
So is there anything that comes in to your mind when you think of 25th of January?
Let me pause here for sometime until I explore my topic of the day, the fetus of ones life little further …………….
I am thinking whether I have changed my route of writing these days compared to past. NO! I guess. It is little difficult not only for an essay writer like me or any other big writers to stick to their writing in to one or two topic areas of this world we live. so this fetus, not only in its metaphorical understanding but also in its biological meaning in its chart of growth is immature in her essay writing yet like to travel in search of topics, across globe . So don’t be surprised even if I talk of politics these days other than in those days. But after January I am planning to appear before public with a total changed version of my face, but not policy or conceptually though.
Planning to be broadening the areas of explorations, if God blesses me or if I get all the wishes of the good hearts of whom I associate unstingy way. Yes it is true statistically a fetus to become newly born neonate it takes whole nine months but for a neonate to become little grown up child it takes years. Am I right?
Yet, I have a feeling that I am not that bad in analyzing things with regard to life, yet I am not good in using them practically.
PURELY or originally what you write given me everything that I need to walk along the chosen path, so I don’t feel poor in my thinking. Even though I have paused visiting your words (Malinda Words) for some, I don’t know until when yet I can assure you that it is enough for me for another soles to live.
Thinking of different stages of a life of a person Day before yesterday it was Veteran Singer, legendary musician W.D Amaradewa’s Birth Day, the message came in to our door step via the radio frequencies of Run FM.
My sister and I listened to their channel for about more than an hour or so. Mr. Amaradewa is a tall and mature versatile singer that his talents cannot be compared with any tall musician of my country. For a student of music, who is still learning the i rs . u m O ks i of music it is highly essential to associate such tall personalities of music for a sustainable music carrier. I guess Umariya was given highly valuable chance to brighten her voice, and she truly deserved it, this is my personal justification. I like the song that you sang with the maestro Amaradewa.
So Let me move on to the Day 25th January (year could you please fill) it was the day that the Sri Dalada Maligawa was attacked inhumanly by an insanely terror outfit of this globe, LTTE.
Let’s allow our fetus of thinking, attitudes to grow independently
Shall we ……………..?